tried to protect me from people like him.
She did this with hope for safety.
She did what she could,
Mom warned me
“don’t let them touch you there.”
She knew of the evil that existed,
she didn’t know it lived next door,
she didn’t know it can lie and deceive.
She didn’t know this evil being enough
but she trusted him.
She had no other choice
her surgery was taking place
I was forced to stay in there,
forced to stay quiet,
forced to stand still,
forced to abide by His will.
I didn’t do what mom said.
He had to go there
He invaded like a disease.
It wasn’t mom’s fault,
It was mine.
So I thought.
Leaving me soulless and heartless was the worse this man did
Leaving me to live with this ball and chain.
So I told mom
So I could try to rip these chains
Then she cried.
Then I cried.
Nothing was said.
Nothing was done.
Ignorance is not bliss.
Ever since then I said “Fuck this Shit!”
I will speak out,
I will stand out ,
There was no good will,
But from then I have developed my own skill
Speaking about evil and others like him
I have overcome this curse and have rose from his sin.
I will not stand down,
I will not be quiet ,
I will be better,
to make this world better.