Like a mist,
I feel you near,
can't see you here.
up and down
My very life.
I can't breathe.
I'm drowning now,
can't you see?
The world caves in, encasing me.
I try to run, I try to flee
Hands reach out to pull me back,
Pull me in, just to leave me there
In a land of despair.
I'm free again but then-
I tripped and fell,
Falling faster, can't you catch me?
Aren't you the master?
I'm crying, and calling, but you don’t answer.
I've hit the bottom and I'm scared,
I thought you loved me,
I thought you cared.
Claws snake out, cuts me here, tears me there.
Badly bruised, bleeding, broken
The world around is black and rotten.
I'm devastated, humiliated,
Who could love a monster undeniably grotesque,
Such a creature as myself?
In the distance there's a figure.
If its you, I can't tell, I can't care I'm just a shell.
Slowly nearing, in a clearing,
Someone stands with outstretched hands.
Will I stay, or will I go?
To tell the truth,