missing you
Lana Del Rey’s voice
Singing to me as I write
Haunting me with memories
Of all of the hopeless nights
I spent wiping my mind of you
Erasing all of the memories
The happy endings that never existed
Even though you promised
The way you left me in the morning
Like I never even mattered
And I guess I didn’t
Writing these lines
Lana’s voice is keeping me sane
Another bottle of liquor
Breaks as it hits the floor
Don’t worry
It’s empty
It won’t stain the new carpet
There’s no need to yell at me
This time
But you do anyway
It’s just another memory
That I need to erase
Put it on paper
Set it aflame
Set you aflame
Pop another pill
Take another drag
Let the smoke out slowly
You always hated the smell
You always hated me
Another smoke ring
Floats through the air
As I write these words
I hope you know
I don’t fucking miss you
Anymore.