What is it I am missing

The words start so suddenly'Then they stop all just the same

I look to the sky and ask an explanation to something bigger then me

No answer

I search the dwellings of a public so self centered

Nothing but more cunfusions arrise

I don't see a future

I don't know the past

The present is unattainable

So when my words touch the air they feel so lost

A phrase thats just starts a new story

A line that opens another wound within me

Still none of them end

Continuous 

Without knowing the words to end 

Leading all to eternal peace

Why can't i obtain what others can so easly flaunt

An ending is all i ask for