missed connections
I loved him as a man and he loved me as a friend
And though our relationship was fluid
The status never teetered
But our bodies had touched as often as our vibe
I slip my hand by his cheek and graze his ear
Picking up lint from his fro
Hed slide his head by my shoulder and cradled his face in my neck
For every good bye
How fitting his arms caressed my waist
I couldn’t hold my breath
I breathed in his scent and breathed out the peace I felt being pulled close
Even if it was to say good bye
To a friend
I was beyond waist deep
I was to my hair line
Not holding my breath
Inviting what engulfed me into my lungs
My imagination of what it could be
The anticipation of what to come
But the reality that ive been tricked by my self
Drained what submerged me and I hit land again
It felt nice to levitate because he was a spiritual being
And it felt nice to expand the capacity of my mind because he was a wisdom seeker
And our conversations never grew thin
It was a hobby that we could go pro in
But
Still in turn
He loved me with his heart and I loved him as a friend