Mi amor, you left me cold.
You arrived out of the blue.
Then you charmed me
And made me feel safe.
I felt emotions more deeply
Than I ever thought possible.
I fell in love with you.
Your charming smile;
Your contagious laugh;
Your sparkling green eyes behind glasses.
For once Ifelt utterly at peace
And it was onlt in your embrace.
I had felt more alive;
I was a better person with your love.
My anxiety had vanished.
You brought out a side of me
I knew nothing of.
You mean more to me
Tha words can ever describe,
Even if I didn't make you feel that way too.
I was afraid of the jinx
Because you were so good,
But I had to take a chance
Because I saw possibilities.
You had given up on us,
For reasons still unclear.
I was broken and yet
I could not hate
For I had grown to love you so deep.
All I do is ache for what once was.
You left me completely shattered
And aching in my mind.
I couldn't stop thinking of you.
Sleep was the only salvation from my heart.
I read to keep my mind off of you
But I was in too much pain.
It was the first time in a while
That I felt a part of me was missing.
I had so much knowledge of you, Mi Amor,
And there was suddenly no use for it.
I had terrible nightmares,
Nights of crying awfully,
And I felt lost.
I always hated feeling lost
From broken habits
And broken hearts.
With some time I feel better
Yet it still hurts like hell.
You still have the same effect on me,
But this time I feel with a broken heart.