Merry Christmas
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Staring out the window
the snow dances quietly in the pitch of night
beyond the sparkling lights in the Christmas tree
The smell of hazelnut and cocoa
laces the air from the steaming mug on the living room table
I sit curled up in my favorite quilt
with my sketchbook and pencil
recreating memories
I think about every moment
all the smiles, the laughter, and happiness
From the time you offered to stay the night
still sneaking in the next morning
to lay next to me for a little while
To June 29
when you held me in your arms
to tell me "I love you"
one last time.
I think about all these things
Suddenly I hear the door
I turn around and my eyes widen
as I see the army green
The lump in my throat and the grin on my face
are just too much for my swelling heart to bear
Tears fill my eyes
My body rushes forward
and jumps into outstretched arms
that wrap around my waist
Strong and warm
Pulling me close
Squeezing me tight
After 183 days
19 hours
and 36 minutes
I finally hear your whisper in my ear
"I'm home."