Mental.
Mental lives in my head
No.
Mental is my head?
Irrelevant.
Mental makes life hard when life is easy,
Makes overthinking the normal,
Tears a routine,
Control a battle,
Reassurance an absolute necessity.
Mental makes me love so hard,
And question if I deserve it back.
I don’t.
Mental says everyone’s lying,
Says I should cease to exist,
Tells me suppression isn’t avoidance,
And depression isn’t real.
It’s that black void I suck myself into-
But it’s not me.
It’s Mental.
So don’t even look into that darkness.
Once it’s there,
It never really leaves.
This poem is about:
Me