I never been this confused,
what if my life will just turn to blue?
How will I survive,
if I don't know what to do.

I cry all my pain,
and let it all fade away.
So that I won't long,
For something that I couldn't have.

There will always be that day,
I just couldn't feel anything.
Am I too broken?
or just lost my sense.

What if I keep it up?
and just feel numb.
In that way,
I wouldn't be hurt.