I, do not like me.
I am the opposite of normal, the reason you can't sleep.
I am the tears you hold back when your heart is breaking.
I am the smile in over the years you have perfected in faking.
I am lonliness and misery and the pain they cannot see.
I am your destruction, I am your curse, I am refusing you to sleep.
I will bombard you with questions on why you choose to love me.
And I promise, I will make you see why I, do not like me.