Maybe it was the way you talked

Or maybe it was the way you walked

Maybe it was those moments you looked in my eyes and told me im beautiful

Maybe it was the lies you told that kept me interested 

Trying to figure out the cheat codes to the game you played

Maybe it was the tears streaming at 3 am when things became clear 

Maybe it was the pain rushing to my heart from my head because at that point i finally understood you but had no clue what to do

Maybe it was your smile

Oh yes your beautiful smile 

A smile yet so perfect but then again so sinister 

Maybe it was those times you'd go the whole day without talking to me

Or maybe it was the soft kisses on my cheek

Maybe it was the sweet way you said you loved me 

Maybe it was my stupidity that throughout all the signs i still longed to believe you 

Ahhh yes maybe its something i cant put into words 

Because maybe if i didnt nag so much 

And cry over stupid things 

Maybe if my face was prettier and my butt was a little bigger 

If my hair was an inch longer 

If i was more secure in myself

Maybe if i wasn't so clingy and didnt blow up your phone 

Maybe just maybe you'd have a reason not to leave me all alone