Because all the things you've done im like this today. Hurt, numb, empty; whats lost is gone forever. Forever feeling a unsacred empty space. You took the only part of me that wasnt yours, the part of me that you havent already distroyed. Now its gone and I'm stuck here laying on this wooden bench struggling to comprehend what was taken from me. You're a constant reminder of my mistakes, my tears,and pain. You walk along as if nothing happened you just dusted yourself off and walked away, I'm no longer a whole, little by little I've been torn down and shredded apart and each broken heart left a scar. I hate you, now im stuck trying to fill the emptiness you have left me with. Ive been abused by you for the last time!

Bye my blue eyed lover you will forever not be missed...