Love stories. Wonderful or horrible?

Are love stories wonderful or horrible
 
i typed that on google the day it hurt
 
you know back in the day
 
i had love
 
I hoped he'd say I love you
 
he never said
 
in 5th grade
 
i had 5 stories
 
2 of them were fake
 
later on I realized my mistake 
 
i was too young 
 
to earn love
 
these are quotes from a book
 
that magically found them self in my life
 
"Forever is an incorrect concept."
 
i thought I would be with the last guy
 
Forever when I was in 5th grade
 
"If you want the rainbow, you need the rain
 
he was the 1st guy
 
i broke up with him. 
 
Teacher got mad 
 
that was the rain
 
it was over
 
i found my rainbow
 
"Why do we love the people that hurt us the most?"
 
that night I cried and cried. 
 
I was so afraid of what 
 
he was going to say 
 
"wrist are made for bracelets not for cutting."
 
i wanted to die
 
it was this big black sheet of depression
 
"sHE beLIevED"
 
i believed he loved me
 
i was wrong
 
when he called me 
 
pretty,beautiful, and cute
 
he lied
 
when he said he loved me
 
he lied
 
"he broke my heart but I still loved him with all the pieces."
 
i loved him since the 
 
last time we talked
 
i met him in 
 
high school....again 
 
it hurt more than anything 
 
after I searched,
 
it was official
 
love stories are horrible
 
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