Love is not
Healthy love, is not one sided
it is more than a rush once two people are united
it is to put full trust in someone and not wanting to let go
it is not listening and going with the flow
just to make them be satisified
even when the love you have think their justified
thinking that they know best, that they know whats right
its not leaving it be just to avoid a fight
I was infatuated, but thought it was real
from some odd reason, her loving me and also loving someone else, that became a deal
I dealt with this just to keep her
till one day i woke up and realized, shes the real loser
why is she trying so hard to pretend?
for all i know, im just the girl friend
thats it, that title, nothing else
I need to find my own love for myself
because at the end of the day, my heart is filled with compassion
but iv learned her heart is filled with dark magic
I have love for myself, my family, and friends
but her view of love, no one can comprehend
as her view wilts, mine has blossomed
I found the healthiest relationship i could be in,
my partner is pretty awesome
we both are a team, have the same dreams
were not as delicate as a sweater, ripping at the seams
he remembers every little detail of conversations in the passed
but he cant remember which song he played last
he is my heart, soul, and passion
the one person i can truely confide in
my relationships over the years have been filled with betrayel, pain, and regret
but this ones arms are my safety net
Im no longer restricted from my own mind,
what did i do to possibly deserve this love of a guy?