I don't know why this happens to me,
I don't know why I fucking bleed.
You hold the knife so close and tight,
I scream and yell throughout the night.
You sleep peacefully safe and sound,
While I'm laying here with no one around.
I let you in and gave you a key,
You came bearing misery.
I was just a pawn in your game,
Can't believe I fell for it, I'm ashamed.
Now here I am, standing tall,
The pleasure you felt when you watched me fall.
Now I'm stronger than ever before,
It makes me sick you're who I adored.
My heart isn't broken, my love is strong,
Now I take pleasure in proving you wrong.
I'm no longer the names you labled me,
repeating this thought I am truly free.
I know that one day I will love again,
And that time, checkmate, I'll win.