Lost In February
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I never knew you, knew too much about you.
I know enough though, to know how much I miss you.
How alone I feel, and how dark this place is where I reside,
with an over abundance of solitude,
because getting lost in a crowd really won't help things.
It really won't change things,
to cry,
and beg,
and plead with god to bring back the boy I only knew for a moment.
But that moment changed the entire course of my life, made me question whether or not I want to live it without you.
While I know I don't,
that much is clear to me,
I have no choice in the matter.
I am here
I am going to try to forget February.