lost
my life has consisted of loss
death and betrayal
ive seen it all
i want a new path
a chance to restart
a fresh slate
clean off my scars and wounds
and start brand new
set backs tend to get to me
pulling me back down
im drowning in life
depression and anxiety swirl around me
weights on my legs dragging me further into the ocean
going from light to pitch black
sometimes though i get a bubble
a spark of hope
a chance to breathe
just for it to be taken away from me
these days there are less and less bubbles
im choking on my thoughts
and suffocating on my actions
i dont make the best choices
but who really does?