A lion with the heart of a lamb
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Why now?
When you have gained so many in your love
You come home to just swing back
Hospitals beds, nurses, shots, more chemo will it ever end?
Your body is less than the fortress of a miracle
More a hut of new medicines and treatments,
Like a lab rat being helplessly punished for the life they didn’t choose
Will it ever end?
No it can’t because that means the end of you
I’m not ready for that not yet, we’re too close, like vines running together
Only finding each other in the lost forest to intertwine
You touched my life and pushed me to the light
I had my hardships but you had a storm with your ship going under
They drowned you with anything to make you feel better
You can’t breathe anymore and we all are on a desperate attempt to find a lifeboat
But no
Every weiz I hear, means you are still here
Even in your last breathes you gave me a lesson on how to grow up, in the matter of the spilt of a inhale I went from playing in the dirt to expressing my hurt
Our tears start to slowly fall faster with every last breath creating an ocean
God took you as his fisher, no longer able to serve us lost at sea
We are to follow our own sunsets and look for you in the crest of every wave
Jamie he is greater than any man
He was more than a man than anyone on this earth sitting right below Jesus
Is where he sits his chair
We all cry about working 8 to 5 Jamie worked 5 to 8
Just to give Anthony food on his plate
And your son? He can walk his life saying his mother was the strongest
She had more muscles than Hercules and a heart of a lion
How many kids at the age of two know how to love a mother?
He shines with your pride, and love, he express what you cannot
No matter how many visits to the gym nothing will bring the strength you carry
For it is only obtained through the worst circumstances
There is no muscle to chisel to bear life’s twists
You lay there not the same, dead on the outside but inside is not that way
You give us hope, tell stories even when you are asleep,
You taught me my greatest lessons with not one word spoken
That out of all the moments we spent, sitting together in silence, is what I will miss the most
I looked at you laying there I’ve never wanted anything more then to breathe my life into your air
Die such a small word only three letter than why did it make us all fall to our knees begging for any miracle at God’s holy feet
Three letters does not do the life of an angel justice
As you lay, all I can say is not today, not this way, as you slowly drift away
To the seas of heaven, I shall sail my boat in the light of your impassable hope
Because you needed to die to show us we must live
You go into heaven like a lion with the heart of a lamb