Light is something so pure yet so overwhelming
Darkness is something so calm yet so fearful.
Is this what you're bipolar disorder felt to you?
The days we spent sitting on the monkey bars
The laughs and fights that filled our bond
my young mind never comprehended.
You seemed like a different person everyday,
I called you “crazy”, “physco”, and even “mental”
We were best friends but I was also an unknowing bully,
we were soul sisters and you tried to make me understand
my young mind never comprehended
We grew apart, my mind grasped that you didn't like me
you would turn our friendship on and off in a second
I was young and naive but now im smarter
now I get how much you struggled to be “normal”
I don't fully understand you but I atleast now know
And i'm sorry, wherever you are now.
I'm sorry that my young mind never comprehended
But now I comprehended.