THE LIGHT
The Light
The light in your eyes
is starting to fad away
just like night into day
Your words cut deep within
my heart like a bladed glass
I try so hard to keep up a good
front that nothing is wrong
But inside my head and my heart
is remembering every nasty word
You ever said
You are constantly fight with me
who's right and Who's wrong
what a said way this is going
As soon as I start to feel I can
grasp for air
You start it up all over again
and head to let this pain run
Now I have too accept that you are
Now long gone with someone new
I had enough of the blues
The taste of happiness has faded
To another place were silence made Home
This feeling that hunts at me
I have to scream
I feel the cuts that eat at my soul
I hold on to myself looking around
our old cold beaten down room
I started having a visions
that captive within myself
Feels as if someone pulling the rug
out from me
Oh I cannot breath
Please someone help me
I fall off my feet onto my face
My heart does feel a beat
I had been cut too deep
I don't want to give up
but this is too ruff for me
to handle all on my own
You left me with all the blames
and so much pain that won't go away
This is killing me slowly within
Am holding it all in
But how much can one person take
I try with all my might
to let it all end
Why darkness try's so hard to make it's
way end another time at my mind
fall over me the cloud of gray
When death has taken its course
This is not who I'm supposed to be
I always try to remain bright in the love
Of my God
But this time my heart holds glimmering
dark stones of You and I of all the wrongs
Light of a lost souls
I must get my feeling back right
I call on you my God Jehovah
to let me run Free until I have finely find me
I am asking You my God to help me please
Dust me off from all my sinful ways
And let me see brighter days to run
In the race .
Lilly Emery