All I want to do  right now is cry  and scream and let it all

out because it is killing me inside, having a rough day? 

Place your hand over heart, feel that? That is called PURPOSE

me and you  are alive for a reason. Don't give up. Sometime 

I get so sad that I completly shut down I stare blankly at 

the wall and it does not matter what you  say to  me because 

in that moment I don't exist. Thoughts of suicide have got 

me though many nights, I am a hypocrite I tell  my few close 

friends they  have to  eat when  i don't I tell them  they shouldn't 

listen to other's say when I do, I tell them they  should not cut 

when i  want to  do, I tell them life is worth living when I have

considered suicide.  I tell them to be happy when  I am battling depression

I tell them I will never leave when I know I going to, If you think that suicide is selfish

then you  have obviously never been suicidal. Never give up, for that is just the place 

and time that the tide will turn.You don't know what I have though the childhood I had

how much I hate myself what I do to myself when I am alone how much my heart hurts 

how much I cry. But I don't give up  so  you  should too this is your life no one else 

show them  you  a human like that because no one can replace you  in this world. I love you  

no matter what you are alive for a purpose.