The Life of Me
The Life of me.
The life of me was and still is a journey I continue to try living
With many, many trainwrecks and attempts to try giving
There have been plenty times when I wanted to surrender
To want to give up repeatedly and become my own ender
But family, friends, and God is what inspires me to go on
To pursue a successful life and be undistracted by a con
Its things like this that build me up and make me
Yet the things I’ve gone through do the opposite and break me….
And with that you begin to understand what comes to be
As the difficulty and adversity in the life….of me.
The compensation of giving into temptation
Is a mistake that continues to have no duration
Yet I ignored this due to the sensation
That I acquired from the temptation
And that very mistake has cost me relations
With people I would die to see again….
But now the mistakes I have made only serve as inspiration
To steer past frustration and overcome limitations
To inspire happiness in others and the pursuit of it my justification
And with that declaration you understand the complexity of my situation WHICH IS….
The life of me.
However, despite my adversity, I consider myself lucky.
Lucky enough to have people that care about me
Lucky enough to serve a God that will not forsake me
Lucky enough to have a family that would give their lives without question for me
Lucky enough to go to a school with teachers and students that care about me
Lucky enough to go home and receive love instead of disgust towards me
Lucky enough to have all the material things I have on me
And lucky enough... To still be standing and giving this story from me.
Despite a life full of mistakes and a life that has bettered me
I’m glad enough to still be living it. Living….. In the life… of me.
Thank you.