Life isnt the same 

You left at the same place you came

I couldn't have any blame

But all I could do was think of your name

You were in so much pain

But its best that you are gone but life isnt the same

You would love the young girl I became

I still have our family portrait in a frame

I remember everytime I had a game 

You would exclaim

That I was your little winner in an unashamed way

I still have your old glasses frames and carry them everyday 

but life isn't the same

You took me in even though I wasn't 100% sane

You loved and cared for me even though you were lame

You even let me play in the rain

And now life isnt the same

Oh now I wish I could reclaim 

That your life wasnt drained 

I wish I coud hug and cuddle you one more time

Before your name was engraved 

On the stone over the place you lay

If only I could hear your voice again and then I would know that

I didnt have to be ashamed

I would then know you were back 

And everything would go back to being like old days 

But until I see you in heaven

Life won't ever be the same