Liar
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I wonder what it takes to see,
Into and through what i know is me.
How could i be so reckless,
Be so willing to be insecure and not end this?
Is it possible to act the part but not fake the smile?
Was it true that you made my life worth while?
I dont know anymore maybe i never knew,
Maybe lies are what i thought was true.
I hate to be a liar and tell you that i dont care,
But a liar still if i said that butterfly feeling was still there.
It seems i wanted you way too much,
And after a while my will just gave up.
I cant get it back or i dont know how,
But damn if i will let it make a liar of me now.
I mean every word i say the moment it is said,
But please dont let all that glory talk go straight to your head.
Feelings change and so do people and maybe i changed just enough,
To realize that i was being stupid as if having no experience didn't make things tough.
I couldn't take it anymore i promise you i'm not truthless,
But if not for everyone then maybe for me, the game of love is ruthless.
Its not like i told you what wasnt true if there's a liar here it isnt me,
I know my end and you know yours so in that there isnt a we.
There were some glitches here and there but i thought them pre-game jitters and they would just wash away,
But maybe i was wrong then too and thats why i cannot stay.
It seems sudden for you yes, i know,
But i get caught up in your words sometimes and its hard to let you go.
But when i ask myself if i can see a future the answer is clear as day,
How can i see a future with someone who cannot stay?
They tried to tell me, but in my stupidity i did not hear,
Thought maybe they were wrong and it wasn't true but i was wrong then too i fear.
So i will say good bye not as i've done previously, this time i promise its true,
So from now on no lies from either of us and no one can say i didn't love you.