Do you know how tiring it is

To be you while being me

Thinking back,

Why the hell would I love you

If you of all people 

Don't even love yourself

I don't get why

You lie to yourself

You cause other people pain

And you never think twice

What the hell have I done to you

For you to have become this way

And why am I so disappointed

At myself

Regarding you

I can't seem to let it go

What have you done to me

Why is everything suddenly

My fault?

How are you so happy

And I'm not?

How is it so easy for you

But so hard for me?

Maybe it's time

For me to let go. . .