Thoughts are racing through my head
I feel it'd be easier to kill myself dead
Should I take my life and leave this place
That continues to slap me in my face
I dread the moment I wake each day
There is no sense in living this way
All I want is peace and happiness
But my life is filled with pain and stress
There is no reason for me to stay here
And continue to live in constant fear
I think I should let my loved ones know
I am giving up and letting go!
(Written in 2018...I'm still alive and well)