hey dad, 

i miss you. its been 3 months. sometimes i wonder if you miss me to? 

you haven't tried talking to me. yea it sucks but i still love you. i miss you a lot. 

do you still love me? you seem to be happy. i see your getting along quite nicely with my step siblings. 

i miss you dad i really do. next month it will be 4 months. i wonder if you'll try contacting me soon.

i hate spending days with hot tears streaming down. i hate crying until i cant anymore. 

dad the tears are getting old. they are starting to burn. 

i miss you dad. i miss you. 

*omg dont hate me lol. these are my emotions to my dad atm.*