these tears that swell in my eyes
you don't know them
they are foreign to you
you are so naive
just to get a good laugh that you'll remember for the rest of your life as jolly
but me, i don't get to choose how i remember it
it will be etched into my memories as one of the most traumatic times in my life
because you wanted to use me for target practice
what did i deserve to have this thrust upon me
such turmoil and a pain so intense
those 50 minutes will ride on my shoulder for eternity, because of you
that day in january will live in infamy
it was a militia against me
23 against 1... 1... 1
i was fighting alone, by myself, there, in solitude
do you know what it feels like to feel so alone in a room decorated with people
no, you don't and never will
but no thanks to you, i do

#lets.stop.this.bullying.