let me rot
The harbinger of sorrow, corrupter of joy.
No better than the rest, even worse sometimes.
Sickle to the bone with sheering regrets, I terrorized your mind, you’ll never forget.
Not worthy of your kindness, only pain have I left, sinking brutally into the deepest holes of your being.
Lost and confused while I kept beating, cruelly and selfish, nothing you needed hear.
I can’t undo what I’ve done, I can see the fear. No one to confide in, no one that’s near.