April 12, 2013

I had blue frosting on my lips, face covered in lies. You walked in and placed your keys in your coat pocket, "You lied, we can't be friends, Happy Birthday Erica" you said tears in your eyes and I said my goodbyes..

May 1, 2013

It's been a month since you've left

I can't sleep

Are you awake?

June 12, 2013

I went to the doctors, just like you begged

an yeah, I'm fine.

July 12, 2013

I broke the mirror today The one with your picture and the little notes from you.

 and I burned the scrapbook with all the notes from you and pictures of us.

I called you today, thank you for not picking up.

August 12, 2013

I came across a video of us running around my room screaming the lyrics to Ed Sheeran. I deleted it before I could watch the rest. The sound of your laugh made a smile creep on my face.

Something I hadn't felt in a while. I can't remember what your voice saying my name sounds like.

You're not coming back are you?

September 14, 2013

I dropped my wallet when you walked by today.

October 12, 2013

 I met a girl and asked her to homecoming today

she rejected me, just like you.

but we became friends after that

i hope i don't ruin this too,.

November 12, 2013

It doesn't hurt to say your name anymore.

Hope you're doing well.

December 29, 2013

Thank you for setting me free. I'm sorry I hurt you.