I feel like im going down the wrong path _
But I don't take a full pill, just a half _
Its not like I'm addicted, just for the laugh_
Its only for the company_
For the frill of it_
Its not what I'm gonna be_
I'm still innocent _
Not like I do it alone_
Up in my home _
Getting high, getting stoned_
I still know the limit_
Haven't lost my mind _
Not stuck in it_
Too deep inside _
Miss the high? Start shooting a lot_
Don't know if it's me or its not_
Its not as fun as I thought_
Its not the way I was taught_
Now I can't control myself _
I'm losing my health_
Loosing my mind_
I'm too deep inside _
I can't take it no more_
Tell me what for?
Little coke, little smoke, find a vein then I poke,
Just a joke
Then I choke _
One day latter - dead from stroke _
Now I do it alone_
Up in my home_
Getting high, getting stoned _
Having fun, hit the rode_
Then come down with the lode _
Thinking like, maybe that's what I'm meant to be_
Poor a glass of some henassy_
Futures something I don't wanna see_
Sobers something I'm not gonna be_
You only see half of the story_
A junky with no life, noglory _
Might hate me or might feel sorry _
Either way, you can live for me_
No need to be mad at me_
Lost touch of reality_
Lost most of my sanity_
Its really quite sad to see_
My self sink like some sand in see_