I told you that night, around 5 some of the dark things in my life like/

And I'm not saying it's right, but we all gotta learn/

Innocence leaves like dad did, overnight /

And a diamond ring wasn't one of the things I bought/

It's not my fault, I'm a moth attracted to light whenever I see it/

Like sunshine comes from your smile but you need to look to see it/

I hope reading this you smile, or cry/

Not cry, but a tear because that means I managed to breakthrough/

and managed to make you feel how I do/

Make you a deal like I do/

And this is real like how warmth is/

The difference between your mother's car seat and me is that/

I don't turn off my warmth at the flick of a switch/

But my warmth is difference/

I don't warm because it's cold, I warm for comfort/ 

And for meaning but it's uncomfortable for you to say you're uncomfortable around me because/

At this point, the only thing I can do for you is to make you feel comfort/

And if I failed my job, and I failed to do so... Then I really fucked up/

I'm sorry love doesn't come like news, everyday and serious but/

when it comes once a blue moon it makes the wolves delirious/

And I hope your birthday is another way to grow/ 

Without me for the show/

And anywhere you go I hope you know that/

Guys fuck up, that's a lifelong thing, as teens as adults as dads/

And the only thing to be for them is to be sad/

But this isn't an excuse to use when we do/ 

Just a matter of fact/

And the fact is you matter/