Tell me why you’re sitting there absently twirling your jet black hair?
The fluorescent lights shimmer and show the red highlights .
Is that Moscow Mule something that happens every night ?
I see your toes tapping while looking down at the phone .
Surrounded by people yet were all alone .
Hiding in plain sight ... it’s not exactly what Mom had planned .
Daddy’s gone but I’m sure he’d understand .
Heartbreak has always been in high demand .
Are you waiting for someone ? Do you even know that I’m around ?
Probably not that restraining order seemed to work .
Really I want to tell you that I’m not that kind of jerk .
A catch 22 that only the lonely could understand .
Why did I ink your name on my right hand .
Jennifer you let me down ... that innocent smile that turned into a frown .
Yeah you freaked right out narcissistic beyond a doubt .
Maybe if you’d sober up and get yourself out of that hammered and icy brass cup ?
Hey though it makes sense to me .... Moscow seems to mask our feelings ... in the right moment it even seems like we’re healing .
The daylight and that mirror are always too revealing .
Buy yourself the dimmest bulbs , the mirror might not reflect all your pain .
Fumble through the morning and get right up and do it again .
Your mommas in her bedroom .. she’s been pretty oblivious to your June gloom.
I bet that it brings relief ... that woman was always quite the thief . She took away your love not once ever looking me in the eye . Never even talked to me and was happy to just let me die.
Certainly she cares for you and held me in the brightest light . We all have scars : did showing mine fill you with delight .
You want me to go away and I just believe I might .
It wasn’t worth all the fuss and it’s that time when heartbreak is just too tough .
Congratulations it worked out just to your plan .
Yes it’s time to leave as you nod at an incoming man .