There's something to be said
that I seem to find my little piece of happiness
in these people's turmoil and drama.
My brother calls me stupid
and says it's just a show.
It's not. It's more than that.
The acting, the expressions, the emotions
The relatability is zilch.
But maybe that's the draw.
Because it's crazy, because it's kooky
Because it's unreasonable, and not ever gonna happen
It gives me hope.
My mother says I should stop cackling
and should go study instead.
Does picking up a couple korean words count?
I find myself infatuated with the lifestyle there
It's so different.
It's like a looking at a different world.
One I'd like to join.
And it's sad if I really think about it because
I'm basically watching others live their lives while
my own is on pause.
but...I can't find myself willing to stop either.
They make me laugh and in a world
that tries every second to beat you up
it's nice to find something to smile at.
Something you can laugh at until you're gasping for breath.