From the time you cam into the world and known that they will hide   you I wanted to kill myself.  I felt so all alone  thinking about killing myself.  From traveling up and the the road  looking at you grow up wondering  what  you like i thought about killing myself thinking that i will never know the answer to my thoughts , so i thought about killing myself.  Moving to Florida many miles away day after day that thought will cross my mind from day to day  night after night. Will travel back and forth down the highways  wanting to see  you,  Time will pass by  and i will only see  you for a quick minute time after time day after day and that thought will cross my mind about killing myself.  One Saturday i had a thought about killing myself minute away from shooting myself or cutting myself the had rang and it was my daughter mother saying hold on somebody wants to talk to you.  Sitting there waiting holding the gun in my hand about to pull the trigger wanting to kill myself i heard a voice  from a little angel saying "HELLO HOW ARE YOU ? I JUST WANTED TO SAY I LOVE YOU  AND HAVE A GOOD DAY . From that day to know i knew i had something to live for. Thank you for saving midlife