As I grow the struggles get harder,
the days drag on longer,
the despair takes over.
How to move on from such pain,
a love lost without any gain.
I know not how to cope,
and I hold on to little hope.
My best friends how they worry,
my family does not notice,
the pain becomes unbearable,
As tears stream down my soft cheeks.
I ask myself,
"where is God?"
No one can know the true thoughts,
the true feelings they do not matter,
how can I move on from such pain?
After all, I'm just a girl.