I’m at a state of confusion, so many emotions bubbling to the surface.
I hate you, I love you, I look up to you, I look down at you.
I try to express my feelings into words, but I can’t because there is a brick wall between my brain and my mouth, which causes me to hold in every single thought.
I hold in the little things that irritate me.
I hold in the passion for creating.
I hold in, most of all, the motivation of doing.
But one day, I had a revelation, the only way to expose these feelings is to not think but do.