I’m at a state of confusion, so many emotions bubbling to the surface.

I hate you, I love you, I look up to you, I look down at you.

I try to express my feelings into words, but I can’t because there is a brick wall between my brain and my mouth, which causes me to hold in every single thought.

I hold in the little things that irritate me.

I hold in the passion for creating.

I hold in, most of all, the motivation of doing.

But one day, I had a revelation, the only way to expose these feelings is to not think but do.