Just Another Dream
I try to act like I don't care
Like nothing can ever get me down
Nothing hurts me, because my God is bigger
Stronger than your words, your actions
But at the end of the day I look in the mirror
I see the lies, the pain, my cries
Who else notices
Does anyone else see me the way I do
An imperfect girl in an imperfect world
Dreaming for perfection just like James Gatz
Wishing for a better mirror to show me what I want to see
My expectations, always too high
I fight and plee for what is rightfully mine
But it always slips away
Because of those who call themselves Christians
Those thieves, those liars, those I must still love
For my God tells me I must
I am sick and tired of dreaming those damn dreams
That will never come true
Where is the shooting star?
Maybe we were never meant to know
Maybe we are supposed to be disappointed
So when our dreams come along
Everything will be worth it
The pain will fade away into dust
So smal, no one would be able to see it
Not even God
But Hey
That's just another dream