Just one look unhinges me.
Underlying judgements change futures, lives.
Doubt festers, stomachs drop, and fears soar.
Green, blue, hazel, brown eyes search.
Every acknoweldgement is met with a fidget.
Mind and body are either cocky or coward.
Everyday is go big, go home, or suffer.
No room. Nothing else in between.
Today I'm a model: a timid creature peacocking for social survival.
Someone might see through me tomorrow.