Dont judge me, you don't know how I feel.
This pain in my heart, the stabbing, it's real.
I have everything, but yet I have nothing.
My soul, its missing something.
You know I hurt, I fill with sorrow.
I always pray, it will be different tomorrow.
Each day I laugh, and show a smile
Crying and hurting inside, all the while.
The hurt, the pain, it is all so real.
To just feel normal I would kill.
Whats the cause of this pain and what can i do.
Thats just it...I wish I knew.
I'm mad, I'm angry, I hate.
Don't tell me, you can relate.
A pill for this, a pill that, try this, try that.
They look at me like I'm another stat.
The pain has taken over me.
Not the same person I once used to be.
It is time, time for me to go.
It has to be a better place is all I know.
I am sorry family, and sorry friends.
My life has come to an end.
May I find peace in the journey ahead.
Dont be said because I am dead.
Maybe now, that pain will fade.
If so, thats the best decision I have made.
The journey is over .....