he doesn't do it to hurt me i know this

he does it to get better

but the pain...

the pain hurts so much

makes me want to cry out in my sleep

makes me want to give up

but his love is still there i know it is

so it gives me hope

a little hope at the end of the tunnel

maybe...

just maybe i can fix the wrong that i caused

maybe...

just maybe i can fix what went wrong

maybe...

we can fix it all

because what we had was magical

what we had is real

and it shouldn't be a had

it should be a have

IT SHOULD BE A HAVE

this is not how it should be

we cry out in the middle of the night

separately reaching miles away for each other

for that little spark of hope

but hes so far away

I'm so far away

how can we fix the wrong

when we don't know what to fix

how can we fix the wrong

when we don't know what we want

how can we fix the wrong

when all we want is each other

but were to afraid of getting hurt

of not being good enough

love hurts

love hurts...

love...hurts...