It hurts to know
That the man I love, I dont really know
If I cried according to the pain inside
I would find myself ready to die
Today I learned that I cant 100% Trust you
because its only God that I am suppose to Trust, I get the clue
I love you, and I thought more of you
But only to see that I am again a part of an issue
I thought things would be better
I thought the only obstacle was the s e x letters
But the more I live and the more Im with you
Its not the letters, but its the difficulty of you to live true
True to me, true to you, and true to God
And its sad to see because I believe youve tried
No one can change you, it take God's help
So I'll pray for you more
So I marriage can be restored
Because, today, yes today I want to call it quits
I want to be free from the welps and the licks
Of marriage strains
That is all cause by the links in your chains
No matter how much I improve myself
Its is up to you to allow God to ref.
Today I will not cry, and dont worry I will not scream
Because still there is a tear at your seam
It's amazing to me how much I care
I always said I would never be in relationship like this and share
Share my man with someone I do not know
Share my man with someone as if this was a live show
But I guess my life is not what I plan
Because I made bad decisions as I rewind and scan
Scan the memories of past mistakes and heatbreaks
Oh how I wish things had never reached these stakes
Because here I am again broken and torn
Because the man I thought was the one, pain he has born