I can't go on it seems
How am I supposed to do this?
Be like what they want me to be
You learn, to put on a mask in real life
You don't cry in front of others, cuz that's real weak
you don't show anything besides what others want you to see
they don't see how crumpled you get when they lie to you
or when a relationship crashed they don't see that other side of you
the side you don't let anyone see
you just put a smile on your face, slap it on
walk out the door, pretend that everything's okay, nothing's wrong
when inside you're crying
screaming in fact
you want to tell someone,
but you don't know how,
you want to show someone,
but you don't think you can,
You don't know how to bring up the topic
and when it gets there, you get scared, run away,
it's hard is what it is,
and to you, what scares you most, isn't heights, or clowns, or death,
it's the fear of everyone leaving,
and you don't know what to do anymore.
Just keep moving forward,
maybe then you'll know.
Maybe then someone will help you.