your slowly intoxicating my head
no words can describe what has been to my brain, fed
your slowly intoxicating my mind
arguing with myself wether your feeling is healthy, or if im blind.
took one breath, i am your prey.
tried to take another one,but you had taken it away.
a step away mysteriously drags me closer to you.
impossible to shake you off,hard to shake you loose
i love you as much as i hate you
i want you dead as much as i want you alive
my heart beats slowly,it stays true
my feelings for you still survive.
everyday, i throw on my best clothes and put on my best smile
fake as can be, might turn real in a while.
Doubt it will happen, i lost my inspirations
Life without you has been nothing but deprivation