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A lot of people know me as
@haleythebirdie singing "All That Jazz"
Or lockedinabirdcage
Analyzing why paper beats rock
And for those followers, I am on stage on the web when I talk
Or 15byerha
Boring and ordinary
Nowhere near real or raw
Special or extraordinary
But not many know me as just Haley
The me under pixelated skin
And web-surfing daily
Typing passwords and pins
@haleythebirdie looks best in the amaro filter
She can draw okay
She seems a little off-kilter
And tweets the most on the night
American Horror Story is on
Or it's pitch dark between half-past ten
And the sunrise of dawn
Lockedinabirdcage is a Netflix junkie
She's sarcastic and analytical
A feminist and spunky
She's all about social justice, and movies, and jokes
She's an okay writer
But she feels like a hoax
Blogging of self-love and pride
Sitting with laptop
In the closet she hides
15byerha was just another name and another number
She's stressed, anxious, and depressed
Education is trying to numb her
"Apply to colleges, take standardized tests, do this and do that
Close your mouth
Leave your heart on the 'welcome' mat
She weighs her worth in math test scores that fell
And she doesn't know how to live a normal life
But at least she knew mitochondria is the powerhouse of a cell
Through the battle of arm versus knife
But none of these usernames can even be used
As a basis for who Haley is
And their information is brutally abused
Because Haley is more than just green eyes behind
The amaro filter and indie band lyrics
That have left everyone blind
To who I really am
Behind the print on Tumblr, Twitter, applications, and Instagram
Just Haley binges on ice cream five or six days a week
She questions her feelings
And her eyes start to leak
There's a stud in her nose
But the diamond fell out
I guess art copies life
When you're the bud in a drought
Just Haley is ambitious and a big dreamer
With poem trees growing out of her brain
She's a bit of a schemer
When she lays down to sleep
She only knows a gray area
In her feelings and attractions
She's in the grips of hysteria
Just Haley, the real Haley
Is but a girl
Who plays the bigger version of a Hawaiian ukulele
Beneath the articulate sentences
She's stammering in her mind
Her oldest and worst nemesis
Is anything but kind
When she looks in the mirror
But she gets up each morning
Determined to persevere
@haleythebirdie, lockedinabirdcage, and 15byerha
Are not going to fight her battles
And unclench her jaw
Just Haley is more than the amaro filter on Instagram
Just Haley is strong
Just Haley I am
A lot of people know me as
@haleythebirdie singing "All That Jazz"
Or lockedinabirdcage
Analyzing why paper beats rock
And for those followers, I am on stage on the web when I talk
Or 15byerha
Boring and ordinary
Nowhere near real or raw
Special or extraordinary
But I am just Haley
The only one she can depend on to gild her
And that's the me who matters
The me under the amaro filter