This Inside Of Me
This thing inside of me wants out
I feel it clawing
Ripping again.
It tears me from the inside out
Right where my heart should have been.
But that was eaten long ago
By a monster much meaner than this
I shared my thoughts and soul with it
And then it ran away and hid.
I think it's still there
Deep down
That anger and hate I used to feed
But now it seems that we dont speak.
So it never comes out
Not like it used to when I would let it
Bleeding from the pen in my hand and
The tears on my cheeks.
Now its sister speaks through me,
Using me as I am weak,
Slowly tearing into me,
The seeping ink hidden from the world to see
I just give in and let it flow
This heart of mine is now the home of
Sorrow.