We've been friends for what seems like too long
I'm but a child, with you
Dragging me along
You choose the direction, you are the pilot
I am hopeless to your influence
Causing a riot
When I ignore you, you respond with a cacophony
Angered by my audacity
Paralyzed by my capacity
When I indulge you, you consume my confidence
Ravage my self-diagnosed not-so-competence
Rid me of myself.
Insecurity, why don't you offer me the security
The welcoming blankets of bravery
The inviting sheets of a lack of self slavery
I can't believe it nor can I believe in myself
All thanks to you.
Again I demand you reply to my endless
I will conquer your abuse
Physical, emotional, mental
I am above you, I am out of your league
Constructed by the very mind which you plague.
Without sincerity, Madelyn.