Innocence and/or Schrodinger's Cat
I was in the school library at lunchtime
Looking at a book entitled ‘When A Friend Dies’.
I felt guilty, because I wasn’t grieving at all
I just felt really sad.
I came to the conclusion that day
That I was grieving my innocence
And that’s why I was so upset
Why would you expect anything less?
But I think I was wrong that day
I think my innocence is like Schrodinger's Cat
Both dead and alive.
Because sometimes I see that old fire
Inside my eyes, when I smile
And I’m a child again
It’s a medical miracle, you see
Digging up smiles deep inside of me
I’ve undergone so many changes
All the way from Hi-5 to The Smiths
And it all happened so damn quick
Am I even the same person?
Am I even the same person?
And I know things I don’t want to know
And when I’m the most innocent in the room
I feel at home, and that doesn’t mean I’m innocent at all
It just means that I’ve changed that tiny bit less
And that’s why I call my innocence Schrodinger’s Cat
But see, my innocence is both dead and alive
Because it’s all relative