here in my mind

another world

i’ve created

it’s so ugly

yet it brings a smile to my face

a tragedy to you

but finally my heart is whole

someone noticed me

someone wanted me

all this hurt

lead to this attention

infamy

finally someone paid attention to me

no more how is she?

how are you?

no, it’s all about me

isn’t this what i wanted?

someone to care about me

no, they care about how i affect them

no one cares about me