Inexplicable Emotions

A comely Thai girl was sitting at the table with me.

She gave me a sudden surge of libido.

My heart was beating faster than normal.

I was trying to conceal my nervousness,

But my hands were sweating and shaking.

I had to take a few deep breaths to relax.

 

The waitress served delicious food and red wine.

It was a perfect setting for our first date.

I complimented Kenda on her loveliness,

Then I sat in silence with both hands on my chin.

She asked me why I wasn’t saying anything.

I told her that her charm had enraptured me.

 

Love songs were playing in the dim light.

Kenda said that she was having a wonderful time.

We went outside to get some fresh air.

I could tell that she was as nervous as I was.

She couldn’t explain her amatory emotions.

I was experiencing the same thing so I understood.

 

There was a distinct feeling in my heart that night.

My inexplicable emotions felt stronger than love.

I couldn’t communicate my feelings to Kenda.

The words that I knew couldn’t explain how I felt.

I wanted to show her the things I couldn’t say,

So I kissed her and hoped she could feel my love.

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